Offline Allie612

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My First Sonnet May '10

Choked in clouds of deepest darkness
Through foggy mist thought I saw you
Your effervescent glow cast upon me
Sparked embers to flames of hopes renewal

Tentatively reached out- my tangible trepidation
Your warmth illuminating my very essence
Twin blessings bestowing gifts of friendship and love
Captivating my heart and penetrating all senses

Could I believe this paragon before me?
To relinquish my doubts to squash my fears
Meshing our souls to sweet joyous dancing
Erupting volcanoes launch blended tears

But for destiny decree - another time, another place
Might render quivers of bliss, loves eternal embrace

The first thing I saw was your face

It's softness like a web of lace

I looked up into a smile sincere

And knew consequently my heart would adhere

The paths we walked would never blend

Like a lame horse broken hearts cannot mend

And as I watched you go away

I felt the words I could not say

But I see know within your eyes

The tears have washed away the lies

Life is beautiful when lived in truth

Existing not in the fantasy of youth

And as you place your trust in mine

Embraces of love shall intertwine

Wasted days forever gone

Together we face the upcoming dawn



And in the end......the love you take
Is equal to the love you make





On Friendship

For without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unclaimed.
When you part from your friend, you grieve not;

For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain.

And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit.

For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught.

And let your best be for your friend.

If he must know the ebb of your tide, let him know its flood also.

For what is your friend that you should seek him with hours to kill?

Seek him always with hours to live.

For it is his to fill your need, but not your emptiness.

And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.

For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.

~ Kahlil Gibran ~


"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, not the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship."

--Ralph Waldo Emerson


Treasure of Friendship

I hold in my hands
A box of gold,
With a secret inside
That has never been told.

The box is priceless
But as I see,
The treasure inside
Is far more precious to me.

Today I share
The treasure with thee,
It is the treasure of friendship
You have given to me





Seduce my mind and you can have my body,
Find my soul and I'm yours forever.
~ by Anonymous

"The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them." -
Stephen Edwin King


Life without love is like a tree ~Without blossom and fruit.
~ by Khalil Gibran~



My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep;
The more I give to thee
The more I have,
For both are infinite.
~ by William Shakespeare ~



The things you fear

      are undefeatable
not by their nature
       but by your approach


No stars were out this deathly night

Dark closed around me, though it was light

Looking for the gold paved road I lost my way

In desperation I searched for the day

The harder I probed, the more black I did see

I no longer could face the reality

Lower I sank, then fell to the ground

Trying to rise I was mercilessly bound

Cold and lonely, void of love

Wanting to reach to the world above

But afraid to achieve the uniformity

Of people the marionettes of society

My mind traveled though my body lay still

And through passage of time I discovered the will

And my reawakened eyes began to weep

I found the energy to leave my sleep

And though I my not be at peace till I die

Never again will I be ashamed to cry






I'm walking through a dark  corrider

Searching for a ray of light

Or the opening of a door

But all I do is continue to walk

The hall wasn't always this dark

But one by one, they left this dwelling

They took with them my dreams

And left behind only shut doors

You can't expect too much from the masses

They bask and linger when the sun shines

But as soon as the light dims

They turn their back to the night.

I'm coming to the end, and the wall is in plain view

Looking for the passage to make my own escape

But alas! I don't have the same freedom as the people who come & go

For 'tis I that is sentenced to remain here for life's eternity


My mind stands on the edge of a bottomless pit

My soul is sinking into an illusionary grave

The web we wove has become unknit

I want to live, but I'm not that brave

Years ago, but not that long

I felt a safety in my plight

In my head throbs an endless song

And the darkness of the hallway lets in no light

The battle isn't over, it's still being fought

But every small victory is another sweet scent

Of the freedom I want, without heavy thoughts

Though the life I had, is all but spent












If only someone told me what the script was about
Unwittingly I assumed the part of the fool
Displaying quite some talent, without a doubt
Love directed my course, the outcome was cruel

As time beat on transformations took place
First rhythmic silence - then sweet whispered lies
Like a stumbling drunk, vision cloudy and blurred
I couldn't yet see through the depth of your guise

Your honesty a travesty so my love must be
Yet facing that fact I'd like to delay
When I let go of you I lose some of me
There's a part of me that wants us to stay

And many a night as I now lay awake
A void slowly filling the place you once filled
Though I face the folly of my mistake
 Memories of yesterday will never be stilled



Flower of My Heart

It breaks
Softly aches
Opens itself
Allows bloom of love
Forgets Winter's approach
Daytime grows ever shorter
Cold winds scatter petals drifting
Long before first snow flowers wilting 
My light rejects me, breaking of my heart
© Allie612 11 '10






I see her face in my dreams
She is present in all my schemes
She dominates my mind
But I only see her she's blind

How can I unlock her heart?
If she's unwilling should I start?
I want her for my love and it shows
So why is she the only one that doesn't know

Shall I speak or die inside?
Can I conceal my love and hide?
She looks so lovely and so free
Why won't she be free with me?

(song written by a friend of mine who is no longer here)




Heart of an Angel

If I could choose....    To have a great abundance of possessions~

Or feel the smiles painted inside my face at the melodic sound of your laughter,
The sparkle you put in my eyes; this golden light you reflect right onto
My soul; and the beautiful words
 You lovingly whisper
To my heart

The bountiful gift of feeling pure love that is your essence and heart song, I think
 I would be very selfish to not care about material possessions,
Because surely monetary wealth
 Could help many
In need.

but I am on a very low earthly plain, certainly not the angel whose eyes see me
In such a glowing light  it pervades my body and spirit- as he
Paints vibrant rainbows over my clouds singing,
Songs of love; breaking right through

My Shattered interior.

Never has there been such earthly acquisitions

Or measured material fortune

That could equal any
More abundant of
A treasure.

My Heart's Angel ~ Always will I be grateful, for that day my destiny
Was forever altered; as your sweet love brushed over me,

Fate winked, and gifted me with the wealth of you, 
Blessed, I truly must be, for I am in the heart

Of an angel.
© Allie612


Love's Sweet Surrender

Sometimes when I hurt and have things to say
If I could just push the pause button and delay
or distance myself when emotions threat
Afraid of permanent harm and regret

I should still feel your love so pure and true
Blindly have faith, no doubting of you.
But alas! That's not me, ironic to say.
Since my joy is to shine light upon your day.

I can only hope to have learned from this pain,
Such a waste and wish not to go there again.
But such is not life and pains flip is joy,
Our love is real, not easy to destroy.

Hold me in your arms, bodies intertwine,
I forgive your hurts, can you forgive mine?
Feel myself melting oh so soft and tender,
Letting free the pain to love's sweet surrender.







The Final Abyss

Dangling on the precipice
While pain sizzles roll me oblique
I soar to that final abyss

Your love was oh so hard to resist
Thought it was everything I did seek
Dangling on the precipice

How hard I  tried to deny and dismiss
Frozen in nightmares, misery peaks
I soar to that final abyss

Remember what happened at our last tryst?
No question my future looks bleak
  Dangling on the precipice

So odd my state was absolute bliss
Thought our love was strong and unique
I soar toward that final abys

Have no will or care to exist
Take me now while all is bleak
Dangling on the precipice
I soar toward that final abyss

©Allie612 December '10








If you know where to look the fairies


are everywhere....

They frolic in the imagelake in the forest

They light up the trees in the nightime.....


Sometimes they watch over you as you're sleeping and blow some dust down on you when magic is needed